I Couldn't Do It

I tried to stay away from this blog and eat directly from the meal plan without skipping meals until Thursday when I said I would next weigh myself. But I couldn't do it. I missed this blog too much and I missed my pro Ana weighs.
This morning I skipped breakfast and took some diet pills instead. Its all or nothing with me. This just goes to show that I can't follow a "normal diet." It's restriction or binging with me and that's how it'll always be.
However, I am staying true to my word that I won't weigh again until Thursday. But I can't stay away from this blog or from Ana.