So I didn't post on the weekend, and you shouldn't expect me to post on the weekends at all. Mainly due to the fact that, I'm home alone on Moday through Friday and then everyone is home and crowding me constantly on Saturday through Sunday. I'm not going to risk blogging on a weekend because I might get caught... again. And then you won't see me for another three months or however long I was away for. So ya, no blogging on the weekend.
Moving on, for reasons that have yet to be discovered, my mom stayed home from work today. That makes not eating at least six times harder. The first thing she asked me when I woke up this morning was, "What do you want for breakfast?" To which I replied, "I'm not hungry yet." Even though I was hungry as hell.
So, now I'm camped out in the basement where I plan to stay in hiding until my mom forces food on me. Just freaking lovely. Also, I have banished the fainting spells by drinking a shit load of water every morning and just before bed. The fact that this prevents binging is just a very nice plus.
I just bought a new pair of jeans that just barely fit, and I'm determined to get a nice loose fit by August. I just keep telling myself that I was 130 once and I can do it again.
That being said, I have no idea how much I weigh, but I feel bloated which is never a good sign.
~ Cleosparks
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